my bf told me the other night that he wouldn't be able to buy me a christmas gift this year. he acted like i'd be pissed. i don't care. that's fine. i know he needs the money to pay bills and he's really hurting this year for money bc the business isn't up and running again yet.

the part that made me stop and think wtf? is that he told me he IS buying a gift for his little sister.  and when I say little,...she's 14 frickin' years old! Jeeeez. the gift he's buying her isn't even expensive...it's a stupid poster for the wall in her room!!! if he can buy her that, why can't he get me a little something? it's not like i'm high-maintenance. it's not like i EVER ask for anything. i would be satisfied if he wrapped up a roll of lifesavers.

just got my goat, as the saying goes...ha ha...i don't literally have a goat (they're too expensive) hehehehehe

Hi all. I realize I haven't been updating much these days...had a  lot on my mind. Had to go to the "girl doctor" on wednesday. AACCKK! I was sacared out of my wits, but ok and  trusting and it went ok and alls fine! I was totally relieved!

today my Papa had a "spell." He is hallucinating, and the docs think that he probably has had a stroke.

Be still and know and that He is God; Be still and know that He is holy...

Please send him your prayers! More on him later.